i give up. it gets worse everyday. im looking at the ground. no wait but if you dont then why do write such things it conflicts with how you act and its really confusing do you really mean what you say cause i hope you dont cause its really disheartening to me especially when i see you cause its totally the opposite and it really gives me ideas sometimes and im not sure whats going on all of the time no wait but the way you did that was so convincing i almost thought you were going to but then i read what you wrote and it really tore me up and now im looking at the ground and it gets worse everyday.

when can i tell you?

im still incapable of forgiving you

hey can i tell you a secret?

gym and studied and microfibretrauma pain cant lift arms hmmm bio is interesting only because i get to know what happens inside me and why and i hate huckleberry finn hello can anyone hear me please is anyone there help me please.

nobody knows the problem is.

2 years,

and i still remember what you said you wouldnt do.

and i still havent learnt.

and we're still here.

and i still have it all.

and i forgot to say i loved you too.

and i never understood

and im finally spent.

its so nice being alone sometimes. just you in your room and your music. thats how i like it. its children's day today. and celebrating bro's birthday later at Morton's: The Steakhouse. some awesome place. cant wait haha. i still dont know how to calculate mean using a cumulative frequency diagram. sighz.

i forget everything when im with you. so please stay. i'd like to be with you again right now