tag replying

jia - i love my phone
gid - and so will i
christabel - and you're the best photoframe i know so far xD
teresa - yoyo long time no talk
alvin - when the ice cream melts, the dog barks
Kenneth - what is "magnanimous"?
avril - HELLOOOOOOOO
asher - RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

there. took me some time lawl.

fly you to the moon

revolving happiness

i love my camera. random, but true.

FoA

i love black and white




























































im understanding that i miss understood

untitled

its sad that im still angry at you. hmm is it really your fault. i dont know. i dont like being angry.

Crysis will ship in 2007, and it will rock.

a macro of a rose

being classchair is hard work, lawl.  

why do you keep talking to me. it makes me feel even more lonely. but it feels good.

Ballet Under The Stars

enjoy

hello, you.

if there's anybody calling me home,

she's the one

Council Investiture 2007

enjoy

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man oh man

for artistic purposes

well, the first meeting as president wasnt so bad. showed some photos, talked abit.

brought my camera to school today:






































enjoy

oh snap.

damn.

fail.

i got banded and shifted to the lousy math class. way to lower self esteem.

results tomorrow, please let me do okay. or at least help the people i taught to do okay, so that they'll be fine.



anyway, im so glad i brought my camera today.

enjoy:

Chairman

wow, two promotions in a month. crazy stuff. please help me cope.

yeah, and my day was made two times today. felt good, for a change. and i also got this little milk bottle.


yesterday, i visited this forum, and this forum member posted a topic entitled, "if you were to meet God for only minute, what you say/ask?"

i would say, "Thank You"

he can turn night into day. he win.

NICE enblock sale of kismisview.
NICE MAYBE i just moved out of my previous house 6 months ago.
NICE HOW ABOUT have to move to either thompson, tanglin, dover.

i hate christmas parties. because when i look under the tree, there's nothing to see. at all. nothing.


okay news flash(not really): confused as HELL. and not for the reason why you think so.


one of my favourties.

you know, sometimes

i feel jealous. and im feeling jealous now. i know, its a bad feeling, but it lets me justify my anger. it brings me back to reality of the situation instead of letting me keep being so optimistic about everything, about you.











why cant i better huh. why are they always the ones. i always have no idea what is going on. but i dont want to know either. cause i think it'll be worse for me. but yet i still want to. i've gone out my way, i've sacrificed my precious time, i've given up stuff, and yet it doesnt seem to be enough. Its the other people. why do i have a problem with them. why them. why am i so protective of you. since i first saw you, i've always been trying to protect you. i cant seem to get angry at you at all when you do the things that make me jealous. i always direct it at them. but i dont show it. i know how to disguise my anger. i dont if thats good or bad. i nearly blew it once though. im sorry. i always seem like the retarded crazy never say die kind of joker who will never be seen with a frown(thats the impression i get, anyway), but no, im not. believe me. do you know how it hurts me whenever they appear out of no where. it was supposed to be our thing. and yet they came out of nowhere. i didnt know what to do except say "yeah, no problem". it hurt.

i just want you to know i'll always be there, even when you dont know. and you dont. maybe one day i'll realize that part of friendship involves sacrifice and not expecting anything in return. i dont have to go out and watch movies with you, or invite you over to my house to have fun, or have recess(or dinner)with you, or laugh and joke with you. none of that. maybe one day i'll realize that. but not now. i cant. im jealous. you know, i just want you to be happy, to enjoy yourself, no matter what, and im willing to do anything for that to happen. im just freaking jealous. thats all. i'll deal with it sooner or later.

probably later than sooner though, at the rate things are going. im sorry. this is really really painful.

i feel like the person who is always the last to know that the lock on the door has changed. but too late.

woo class sleepover was fun.