its still wrong and its a problem.

maybe its just me. i cant relate to anyone. yeah, i still have friends. i just can't relate fully to them anymore. you know? they dont get it. i cant explain it to them. they wont see it. they wont understand.

i've been thinking about it a long time. ever since that person happened. why do i let it happen. why do let not do i thing. its just something i keep holding on to.

im always second place.

i hope you get it, cause nobody else will.


change?

yeah, big change.