i give up. it gets worse everyday. im looking at the ground. no wait but if you dont then why do write such things it conflicts with how you act and its really confusing do you really mean what you say cause i hope you dont cause its really disheartening to me especially when i see you cause its totally the opposite and it really gives me ideas sometimes and im not sure whats going on all of the time no wait but the way you did that was so convincing i almost thought you were going to but then i read what you wrote and it really tore me up and now im looking at the ground and it gets worse everyday.

when can i tell you?