i only hear a negative

the things you said you wouldnt do.

the things you said he just was.

the places you promised to be.

the things you said you'd do.

the things you said you were.

happy new year.

ahh my wisdom tooth hurts like a carbomb.

and I celebrate the day

And with this Christmas wish is missed

The point I could convey

If only I could find the words to say to let You know how much You've touched my life

Because here is where You're finding me, in the exact same place as New Year's eve

And from a lack of my persistency

We're less than half as close as I want to be

And the first time

That You opened Your eyes did You realize that You would be my Savior

And the first breath that left Your lips

Did You know that it would change this world forever

And so this Christmas I'll compare the things I felt in prior years

To what this midnight made so clear

That You have come to meet me here

To look back and think that

This baby would one day save me

In the hope that what You did

That you were born so I might live

To look back and think that

This baby would one day save me

And I, I celebrate the day

That You were born to die

So I could one day pray for You to save my life

ho ho ho. enjoy:













































































i got something really cool today too:

letter writing

i think im cool with you now



glad you're all back.

remembers how to smile

my wisdom tooth hurts alot :/

won some eagles award thing. easiest $150 i've ever made.




You look down on me and yet You never look down on me

good food!

you're indescribable

























































you dont call

no

Spite is a bad thing to harbour, people tell me.






i spite you. alot.

Lonely In Ipoh

like, really. no one to talk to. enjoy.






























































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i wish i never met you. i wish that i never ever met you.

ow

retreat was fun. nice beds. night cycling was cool. strangely enough, its not your thighs/legs/soles that hurt after the cycling, but your hands/wrists and your ASS. omg pain.

going malaysia tomorrow

i took the sunrise this morning!





trying to find a reason to smile