well, im coming to see your play tomorrow night.

it's all good

so close your eyes


its a brand new day

16th December, 2008

no, you're mistaken. you're wrong. you missed it. you dont understand. that's why.

its still wrong and its a problem.

maybe its just me. i cant relate to anyone. yeah, i still have friends. i just can't relate fully to them anymore. you know? they dont get it. i cant explain it to them. they wont see it. they wont understand.

i've been thinking about it a long time. ever since that person happened. why do i let it happen. why do let not do i thing. its just something i keep holding on to.

im always second place.

i hope you get it, cause nobody else will.


change?

yeah, big change.

you took it away and i want it back you liar no one will know who you are i wont tell anyone and i cannot handle this and i have very bad thoughts you you you you you you you you you broke me.

i know you're there, but i just cant hear you, i just cant feel you right now because im hating and im hurting, and its deafening but it feels so good to hate. i feel sad cause its just jealousy now and its pathetic and im angry again


hahaah i've turned abit more brown, thanks to batam sun. pics from the trip:
























more after the jump @ www.flickr.com/photos/spilod.

it feels great holding black plastic/carbon again.

you love the ones the world just loves to hate. but im not you, so i fall short of that.


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