how could you walk down that dusty street

how could you reach out when they nailed you down

thats what they say you are to me. does your heart ache? 

if i  had been the one, i would not have been as strong. i'd had been long gone.

so all i have to say is, when im praying, thank God im not the one.

played 3 hours of bridge. good stuff. ate some apples, did some ioc. poor seb, he's gonna be a diver. goddamnit, do you know you killed me?

 

oh and free cotton candy is never a bad thing.

oh, its still painful

and i've been thinking. it doesnt make sense. how could you still reach out when they nailed you down. 

my dad just gave me some mangosteens. good stuff. mmmmmm-hmmm.

what a miserable day.

i feel the jagged little heart coming back.

its so easy to lie to everyone

i brought my camera to school after a long hiatus (sp?). this is what happened:

i should have asked what makes them better than me

sjdfhfhldjhsdagflasdgfh lost my red tray

There Was No Thief

For a time I thought there was a thief among us

I thought I'd track him down but prior to my pursuit

The smoke had cleared and to my disbelief

There was no thief cause it was me

That lost you

I guess it's safe to say you're never coming back

And I understand why you wouldn't want to 

I guess it's up to me to find a way to get to you

And there's just one last thing that I have to say

As we reflect on the mess of all of this I've made

It was cowardice that made me push you away

I was so afraid cause you were so much better than me

And I can't see you

Getting used to 

Living in the midst of your perfection

And I'm so lost

How can you trust 

Somewhere the sun is always shining?

And there's just one last thing that I have to say

As we reflect on the mess of all of this I've made

It was cowardice that made me push you away

I was so afraid cause you were so much better than me

I guess it's safe to say you're never coming back

what a horrible day